Going back to bed now

Okay, so as some of you may know, I'm not getting along that well with my mother these days, and I spoke to her yesterday. Not that we said anything particular bad yesterday. In fact, this is probably the nicest conversation that I've had with my mother in more than a year. Not much of a conversation, but no yelling and no actual crying.

Maybe this is progress.

Anyway, usually talking to my mother leads to talking about things that I've already said that I don't want to discuss. And this leads to the yelling and the crying. And then later, I get sick. Literally, I get sick. I don't feel well. I stay in bed. Maybe I take over the counter medications meant for people who eat too stuff that they aren't supposed to. Maybe after all of that I end up getting sick anyway.

Okay, so last night, I got sick again. I haven't been sick in a very long time, and I haven't talked to my mother that much. Coincidence?

Might also have something to do with the fact that we've eaten out a lot recently. I don't want to eat out so much, but I went out with my friends this weekend, and then I've gone out a lot with my husband, who always wants to eat out. I usually only like to eat out once or twice a week.

So, I talked to my mom yesterday and didn't get much useful done yesterday, and then last night I didn't feel well. And I kept waking up, even though I took some pills to go to sleep.

Now I don't feel that sick, but after not getting much sleep, I think that I'd rather just stay in bed. I had all these things that I wanted to get done today, but I don't think that much of that is going to happen. Best to just give up and go back to bed and wait for the day to be over.

Maybe I can do all that other stuff tomorrow.